as time passes, people change. whether good or bad, optimistic or pessimistic, and whatever happens ppl can't control you and you can't control it,you're an audience in your life and an audience in other ppl lives. you laugh at your mistakes,maybe feel a little sad, but u make a big fuss of other ppl's mistakes. maybe you talk behind their back or maybe you make fun of it, at the end of the day you won't be the one hurt, the other party would be hurt, what if it was the other way round? What would you do? if ppl are hurt, say sorry or comfort them, if you get hurt, you choose what you want to do,if you didn't want ppl to comfort you just say 'sorry but leave me alone for awhile' they'll understand. Don't scream and shout and get angry at them,they might turn angry at you instead,its a free world ppl choose who they want to turn out to be. Do the right thing. Understand ppl. the way you treat ppl is the way you will be treated back



sry red for wateva i said Im really sry please 4 give me...sorry



(; i'm really sorry to those dancers that hate me and dun like me...sry for wateva i have done(: sry



hey ppl(; i'm updating my blog today



hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe...random. Ilove my cca super fun,can't believe i found it so sian last time..haha...now praticing 4 syf...so fun...but only 20 ppl would b chosen wonder if i got in i hope i do...i love dance...if u ask me to die 4 dance i would but bcause God says we should not commit suicide than i wouldn't... haha..i hope we get gold this year...than nxt yr can go barcelona yay(: super happy...hope i'll be able to do the steps right and perfectly and i remember it yay(: XD



..... bored.. hehe going church on sun... have tuan yuan fan tmr haha with some old chuch ppl...the whole wk i've been outside...super busyhahahahahah nv do hw



hi everyone school has started n its alrite... i've been realli busy haha not really lah, i 've been helping out 4 my cca n loving it (: dance rocks yay... Friends still the same(: i wanna change for the better... resolutions:be a better dancer,dun talk bad,be more flexible,be friendlier, make more n more friends,be a better person,be a better dancer,be more flexible,do better kicks,do better spilts(: 10 i all neat no... got to stick to it



hihi...long time since i checked my blog..hahas,I just had a performance last thur,not vry scary just felt nothing like its just a rehersal cause we only rehersed once or twice...really fun,than fri i had camp actually its from thur but since got performance so like only go on fri,it was vry vry extremlyfun(: the most fun camp i got to know my church ppl realli well n became closer with my friends(:,than the last day slept 4 only 1 hour plus,hehes,than when i came back home tham tired kept falling asleep,hah,now vry bored now doing facebk so if u have facebk add me,so ya just like that only loh nothing else,i have more important stuff to do:Di luv my church



today is boring, went back to school to give report bk. l8r going to get the coatie 4 dance the com damm laggg.. so ma fan... bored.........



ysterday, went owith my cousin to watch HSM3, sry andrea I watch it without u, than we ate burger king ,KFC 4 dinner(: it was nice the movie



Sun: went to church in the morning, there wasno lesson we painted the time away,each one with one wooden tile, Its realli ugly, my friends ones r all reali nice, after chuch aroud 3,ent to andrea's house 4 the BBQ, there was only me than l8r vienna came, than we played with her hamster, it ran realli fast n went behind the carboard, luckily andrea caught it, than there was a lizard the toliet we tried to kill it many times but nv died, we screamed e house down it was real funny...It as one of the most fun birthday parties ever. than andrea msg me say sry, she thinks its the most pathatic birthday party, but it was not...



last Sat: I went to esape theme park with Andrea n eunice...It was realli fun,we wentt all the rides except 4 inverter and go-kart we oso nv go rainbow and haunted house cause it as closed, on the space ship t we talked to a friendly ghost whose name was casper, he was nice, he oso spined us b4 the ride started(: thanks 4 inviting me Andrea and thank u eunice 4 treating meicly that day(:



when i'm angry or not,i have my reasons,But u nv asked. When I nid u the most u guys ignored me. Why? I nid u when i'm angry, i nid u when i'm sad,when i left out,when i'm confused. I nidu at my side everyday n everytime, any mood...U guys matter to me more than i matter to myself...I nid u, Stand by me please...



I Just read someone's blog... apparently she still doesn't believe that i like her as my friend...dun know what to do she just had the same problem as me n now she pass it down to me...I not realli say vry close to her but still close, I just some how think that I'm the problem in all my friends life...I guess i'm jut an obstical meant to b 4 gotten...when any of them gets angry ,most of the time with me...now my life is worthless, the outcast of my cca ,friendship problems,family problems... I can't realli find the goal in my life anymore, how i wish there was someone who would stand by me no matter wat . No one wants to b me, they tell me i'm irritating ,selfish , childish and so many other things I suck. I'm the worst dancer there, and the ugliest too, I nv get chosen 4 the bigger roles. o n I realised that all my friends can joke with each other but when i want to joke with them they so angry...



Now is another day...went to school. Our first lesson was english,we watched a movie called'penelope' it was a nice show but too bad we only watched a little part:( When u have the time go and watch it(:after that we had our chritmas service it was quite all rite...I think they put in alot of effort to organise it...the sec 1 monitresses had to shake hands with teachers. I shoke hands with Mrs Rajah,another teacher siting beside her, Ms Quek,Ms chia and got a hug as well from Miss Tan n Ms Gomes:)After that I had a mini fight with my friends which I became relly sad n confused...oso got do something but I'm keeping it a secrete... than ms quek came in we had to give our e-mail adresses. I was also supposed to go 4 a focus group discussion but I have stomach ache so nv go...so sry...I also must remind myself about tommorrow to get a form of my ytsa to get more points I think...(: Hope it'll b a great day tmr



why do u care so much bout wat others think bout u? the most important thing is that u know who you r and wat's ur role. wat others think doesn't matter, it s just an understatement nothing else..It might not really b true, no matter what believe in urself, than others will believe in u. if what they say is true than take ur time to think how u can change. And if u asked if u are like that and someone tells u the truth, change, bcause wat u do could oso hurt others be aware of others needs and be aware of ur own as well... as long as u dun treat someone badly, ur life would be settled,Fighting Fire with Fire just makes a bigger fire,it does not solve anything.Care for one another, think twice b4 doing something, ur actions, thoughts and words all could kill someone...Ur tongue is the deadliest part of our body. if u know u are this way, it may b a habit or mayb not, but take time to think about it and change wat u can change. 4 example being straight foward, it is good to b honest its ok, but being honest about wat negative things about a person is not so great it cuts someone deeper than any blade possibily can. ur tongue, mind,actions hurt more than anything. Being sensetive is ok, but being overly sensitive is bad, if u know u are that way change, u matter the same amount as anyone else, ur important in one or another person's life. no matter what, me as ur friend will b here. let me ask u wat r u willing to sacrifice for somone ur close to?Here's a story; once there was a man, his wife asked him: "if mother n I were drowning in the ocean, who would u save first?" the man replied: "mum" the moment the wife heard it, she ran out of the room, the man ran after her grabbed her hand and said:" i would save mother first than jump back in, swim to u and die together with u ,no matter wat, i always always will stand by u." Listen to others fully b4 doing anything, having mistaken someone could lose u a friendship....



Today: now i am so damm angry cause i just read somone's blog... tha person go and push the blame on me ...grrzzz...say wat... I had already planned one wk earlier after finding out bout the thing she say my fault wah liao lah... she oso still got somone else loh me leh? dun hav!!! HCU!!! so anyway today was A Great day:) We had another groming talk, but this time bout Financal nids than we played a first game it was tham fun hahas got police,crooks, only 1 minister of finace, loan sharks,ppl in debth,man on the street,philantrophist(; hahas but i got caught by a loanshark, I was a police...hehes grrs...n my hapy times went by just like that... than later Mr Lee started talking.. my group of friends all sat together didn't bother bout me... but I mus grow up so can't b bothered, than luckily I did not sit there caause my another friend bullied them, I from opposite laugh like siao...my classmate say you crazy ahhh??? hahas(: than during recess, i went to gift shop but so crowed so i went to canteen than i bought a drink n chips(; than me n another friend sat at one table and waited 4 the others but they did not come n sat somone else tham fustrated I hate to b asked to wait 4 nothing!!!! then my friend thought i angry then she become angry osowat kind of logic...lolzcannot say any bad things already otherwise i will grow wrinkles n white hair hehes... see ya



yesterday: was mon, I went to school and had a grooming sesssion, the teacher's name was Gideon lu...he was given an opputunity to b a judge last year on the bio skin contest...there he met Adrain Pang and Kym Ng...hahas... We were given a talk on speech and telephone ettiquitte...it was quite fun than he gave each group a piece of majong paper and my whole group totally destroyed it all started with a =D face at one side... and we doddled all over the paper n ended up having to pay50cents to the bookshop 4 a new piece but it looked realli nice:) hahas nice rite:p. I stil need to send this to some ppl but they nv tell me when they online, the person has a name called poopoo hahas we had to create a name to make the sentence;)
and got somemore but lazy to upload liaozzzz...




last sun... I woke up andmy mum nagged at me... my dad too:(... I was realli sad...than my mum dropped me n my sis at plaza singapura to take mrt back home... than we went to walk around 4 awhile and i met my neighbour ..the world is such a small place... hahas...than i asked andrea to meet me there.. as she was making her way here...My sis bought me a shirt 4 my christmas n birthday from samual n kelvin...it was only $10. after met andrea we took the mrt, my sis went off at serangoon, andrea n me dropped off at kovan than we went to bake.. hahas than i realised others can joke with others but when i do they get so angry...i'm so sad:(



Friendship is a priceless gift that can't b bought or sold. Its value is far greater than mountain made of gold. If you should ask GOD for a gift , Be thankful if He sends u not diamonds,pearls, or riches. But the love and trust of friends. (: hope u like this sort of poem:) simlezzz..... be positive
Dun worry b happy....mothers b good to ur darlings too... haha its asong playing from the tv quite nice(:



Hey everyone. I can use the com so happyssss:D jus now went Kovan melody wif my 2 frewns, we went to the gym there n exerise...i scared lter my thigh grow bigger so ugly...than we went to the flying fox playground we saw a lot of babis they keep hogging the flying fox. it was tham fun... i felt lik i was flying off...we found a ball at e house than we brought it everywhere hahas... anyway i jus found out 1 of my friend lie to me with another she deny every thing i ask... she sumore say on her blog...quite lame loh... liar liar pants on fire the person should know who she is...haizz i damm sad.. i oso dun know why i care so much when they treat me this way... haizz now only left 2 friends i can reali depend on...i oso dun know why they affect me so much... my mum nagging. its a long day...can't wait 4 tomorow.. have churh ..yay.. after church my parents goin to ,my fathers side, my cousin b'day. my sis dun wan go she dun lik my cousin ... i tmr oso not goin long ago alrdy arrange so can't change. hahas



today... I'm going 4 volleyball later.. can't wait(: so far it has been realli boring i sit n home watch tv n do tis... after volleybal, my mum would b home than i may not get to use the com already. o shucks i 4got to do my bsf. Nvm i go do after this. I think Euinice dun lie me. She see me lik vry wat lolz.. I m tham bored... I wonder why ppl pretend to like u when the truth is they don't:( . anyway i wana find more friends. my group of friends like all dun like me . 4 example they keep things from me. which makes me get hurt when i find out myself...got over it liaoz but still havn't 4 got. they like... I lik the last person they will ask to go out with them... only if i ask than they sometimes say ok...or if no one else can go than they ask me...why so many problems... so any way i shal think of th positive side that my friend says I should.. but they give me noting to b positive bout:(. ooh wells... anyway I luv church... got many friends n teacher i quite close to.every week i look forward to sundays. I get to worship God n see my friends n teacher's... I want to get a job now...I wanto earn some money to buy some stuff 4 myself... now I only get $6 per wk so I wana work part time n earn some money... wat I wan to work as or now: pet shop helper, my nxt time ambition: open my own pet shop, work as a vet(open a vetinary), work as a zoo keeper, help out at SPCA ... if I get all I will B the happiest person alive(: