I Just read someone's blog... apparently she still doesn't believe that i like her as my friend...dun know what to do she just had the same problem as me n now she pass it down to me...I not realli say vry close to her but still close, I just some how think that I'm the problem in all my friends life...I guess i'm jut an obstical meant to b 4 gotten...when any of them gets angry ,most of the time with me...now my life is worthless, the outcast of my cca ,friendship problems,family problems... I can't realli find the goal in my life anymore, how i wish there was someone who would stand by me no matter wat . No one wants to b me, they tell me i'm irritating ,selfish , childish and so many other things I suck. I'm the worst dancer there, and the ugliest too, I nv get chosen 4 the bigger roles. o n I realised that all my friends can joke with each other but when i want to joke with them they so angry...